November 5th, 1796
Dear Diary,
I truly feel as if my son Paul is unfit to take the throne. I would
much prefer my grandson, Aleksandr to take the throne. I would feel much
more comfortable with my soon passing to know that the throne was in
good hands. I have worked so hard for my country and I would hate for my
work to be reversed with my son on the throne. Paul’s sudden emotional
changes and violence are not fit for the throne. I hope my efforts to develop this great country continues to grow so that I can put Aleksandr on the throne rather than
Paul.
My regards,
Catherine